Wednesday, June 23, 2010

I promise not to "freak" out!

So this morning I had a mental break down.

Oh yeah, I had my lady wellness exam this morning. Everything is going well (or so I think because I am TALKING like crazy) because I HATE THE DR!.

No I love my Dr I just hate going to the Dr.

Anyways after the yucky girly tests are over my Dr calmly tells me she needs me to get a mammogram..... today......within the hour?

Umm what? Is there something wrong?

A mammogram.. in an hour?

Who has that kind of pull?

I start talking instantly about the history, about my other lump that was NOTHING, was there something wrong?

She says no (Dr are such horrible liars) and I go on about how I do my checks, I feel my boobies regularly, nothing has changed.

She insisted.

So I tried to do what I did last time and just stay calm. so I called my mom, and my dad and my husband.

Trying to stay just positive and I "KNOW" there are no new lumps or bumps just the existing ones!

And I think it would have worked too if at this exam they did not do so many films, I asked why she was doing so many and I was told..

"ummm, you just have really dense breasts"

Really? Could you lie a little better please.

And when I asked how long it would be for results I was told they have to wait to get my films from the other mammograms I have had so they could compare them.

But I am not supposed to freak out.

Yeah ok.


Allison @ I heart Change said...

Not supposed to freak out over that. Yeah. Ok.

Fingers crossed for you! May they come back with "it's nothing. You're just built like a brick house."

Crazy Shenanigans said...

I'm sure everything is going to come back fine! Keep us updated.

Adorably Distracted... said...

Im sure everything will be fine! I'm keeping my fingers crossed!

Katie said...

OK GREAT. thanks doctors for the mild heart attack.

You will be ok! But they need to be more sensitive!

Mr. Superman & Mrs. S. said...

Oh my goodness. Breathe! Praying for you dear. Stay positive!

Chelle said...

I just followed your comment to your blog. After this post, I feel we could be friends because I had the same thing happen to me recently! Why do doctors insist on doing things we don't expect?! Hope all turns out well for you. I'm a new follower!

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