So this morning I had a mental break down.
Oh yeah, I had my lady wellness exam this morning. Everything is going well (or so I think because I am TALKING like crazy) because I HATE THE DR!.
No I love my Dr I just hate going to the Dr.
Anyways after the yucky girly tests are over my Dr calmly tells me she needs me to get a mammogram..... today......within the hour?
Umm what? Is there something wrong?
A mammogram.. in an hour?
Who has that kind of pull?
I start talking instantly about the history, about my other lump that was NOTHING, was there something wrong?
She says no (Dr are such horrible liars) and I go on about how I do my checks, I feel my boobies regularly, nothing has changed.
So I tried to do what I did last time and just stay calm. so I called my mom, and my dad and my husband.
Trying to stay just positive and I "KNOW" there are no new lumps or bumps just the existing ones!
And I think it would have worked too if at this exam they did not do so many films, I asked why she was doing so many and I was told..
"ummm, you just have really dense breasts"
Really? Could you lie a little better please.
And when I asked how long it would be for results I was told they have to wait to get my films from the other mammograms I have had so they could compare them.
But I am not supposed to freak out.