Yeah I lost it!
I wish it was more but its a start. 1 month 7 pounds at this rate I will be 90 before I am at my goal weight...lol
On a side note, I am so disappointed in friends right now.
I had something planned. Something big, and I asked for the support of people I "thought" were friends.
Friend 1 (who I asked 3 weeks ago to attend) I can't I have to work.
Me- Well its 3 weeks away, on a Wednesday evening I am SURE you can get it covered.
Friend 1 - I can't I work.
So umm yeah.
Friend 2 YES I am coming I would be happy to be there.
Friend 2 (texts me this morning after avoiding 4 messages about the event) I just got a HUGE tax bill for my car I can't come.
Me -Serious? What does a tax bill for your car have to do with supporting me this evening, if you did not want to go that is all that you had to say. We are all adults here and I totally understand but there is no reason to avoid me....
Friend 2- No response.
Frustrated yes I am. But I will get over it. The thing that hurts is if either of these "friends" asked me to be there for them I would be in a heart beat. For instance, this past weekend it was friend #1 birthday bash. I attended BOTH evenings events and so did the husband. Which was HUGE for him. And she can not even attend one thing for me for an hour?
Does this happen to anyone else? Or just me?
I hate to be negative Nancy but in my experience it seems the more I put myself out there the more I care about people and let them in, the more I am disappointed?