Where are you going??

So in the last 2 days I have lost 4 followers... **sniff** I love followers.

I also have to start blogging regularly. I have missed it. A lot. Life has been SO busy there are HUGE changes (hopefully) coming up that I can not blog about yet......

Some super sad news...

A friend of mine just had a baby.....

Long story short at 30 weeks she went for a check up because of a HUGE amount of weight gain (up to this date everything was in check and the baby was growing properly) and they did an ultra sound and found that there was something wrong with the baby's brain. It was only growing in 2 quadrants and there was a bone growth on the top of her head.

They did a 1000 tests and gave mom and dad the grave news. That if the baby lived to be born would more than likely not live.

They advised her to carry to term (health permitting) and she did, she went full term and they scheduled a C-section.

They had a beautiful baby girl. They were blessed with 18 hours of life and the baby passed away in her mommy's arms.

Her name was Madelyn Born May 19th, 2010 and became an angle May 20th, 2010.

My heart is still hurting for her and her family. This was their first baby.

The funeral is on Friday and I am scared of how emotional I will be. I will try to be strong for mommy and Madelyn but this hits so close to home (how I have been told I can never carry to term)

I can not even imagine what they are going through...

Updates

*School is not going to happen. I was schedualled to start yesterday and remember this? How I was worried about starting and then not being able to finish. I just got to thinking IT WAS A LOT of work and was not fair if I took advantage of the situation?

*Anyways. Work now knows I am leaving, I gave them my notice today so they can post my job. Because its a Gov position it takes FOREVER to hire someone.

*We have a tentative "idea" of where we may be moving. Its somewhere in Florida and I am SO excited!!

*My best friend is having a baby boy! And I am SO excited.

*My friend I went to Vegas with is moving September 19th and I am very sad about it. But we will always be friend so I am not so worried. And if we move to Florida then we will be closer to each other (she is moving to Dallas, TX)

*Project need to lose weight starts again September 1st. I have maintained for over 8 months so its time to step it up and start losing again.

But to sum it up. Life is good and I am blessed.

More proof that I am going to hell

I would just like to start this post that it was all the hubby's idea.lol

Ok so I sent an email that read like this to all my family and friends.

Hi Everyone, Well we were trying to wait till we got there in May to let y'all know about our little secret for when we came to visit. Here she is. Random Musings Jr. 7 pounds 6 oz Born March 9th 2007. Is she not beautiful? See y
You all soon!!

Oh and for good measure I included all these pictures.






Ok so some of the reponses I got were:

From my good friend Bryan: "WTF....No way"

From Andrea: "SHUT YOUR MOUTH___AS IF---congrats, that's amazing--as if you kept her a secret this WHOLE time......wow, she's SOOOOOOOO cute---lol"

From my baby brother who saw me in Feb and I would have needed to be 9 months pregnant for this to work: "I don;t trust you but if you're serious you picked a bad day to announce it. But I think you;'re full of it."

My Step mom (who probably gave my dad a heart attack and I feel most guilty about) "Oh my god!!!! Congrats! What a precious beautiful little darlingl!!! This is wonderful. I am so happy for both of you.

I can't get over the shock that you have kept this a secret all this time. Now I want all the details. :-) "

Ok just like to add I KNOW I AM GOING TO HELL!!

My good friend Harriette who lives in London: "Ok hold up a second here. You have a baby???? I didnt even know you were pregnant. Kinda missing out on some info here - please explain."

So HAPPY APRIL FOOLS!!!! Oh and its the hubbys cousin's baby she was 3 days old in these pictures..lol