I like to aim big!

So I was telling you about the head cold I had?

Well after 3 days of not being able to eat anything OR anything else staying in my body I finally gave in and went to the hospital.

Turns out I am an overachiever!

The head cold is a virus THEN I picked up ANOTHER virus that made me want to die.

But I have been given fluids and pain stuff for all the sore muscles from lack of liquids so hopefully I will be good soon!

WASH YOU HANDS PEOPLE! Serious the doctor was telling us it's an epidemic with people getting these flu like symptoms.

Trip to the ER

So I tried to get the hubby to take a picture of me in excruciating pain in the ER for blogging purposes and he told me to just blog without pictures...

Pictures would have been so much better...

So I was barfing my face off so bad that on Wednesday night about 2:30 after crazy vomit I woke up the hubby to "Babe I need to go to the hospital"

God love him, the man jumped straight out of bed knowing that if I am asking to go something is "really wrong" (I avoid hospitals like the plague)

I got food poisoning from Mexican food.. yeah not fun at all. But both nurses and the dr kept thinking I might have been pregnant due to my cycle and such.. Yeah so not pregnant and 2 days later I finally feel better!


So needless to day no more Mexican for a LONG time for this girl!

And it was not ALL bad.. They gave me morphine for the pain (it was my WHOLE body and it was BAD) and today I am feeling pretty FABULOUS!

So glamorous!

there is nothing more glamorous than bronchitis...again...

So sick... again

So I am a little frustrated with my body at this point. I was on antibiotics for over a month and steroids for my lungs. Well my lungs are better.. and now I am sick with a cold AGAIN!

So on that note, I am going to sleep lots. And start the Shred when I a feeling better.. I slept till noon today which was a luxury.

But on a happy note I am busy planning our vacation in Feb or March to this BEAUTIFUL place.. and other than flights our resort is FREE!! I am so glad we bought our time share so long ago.. Ocean view oh yeah!

Stuff to do!

I have 15 things on a list that needs to get done today and tomorrow! I have officially taken 2 days off for myself ; )

1. Get hair cut (this is a priority today its looking really snarly!)

2. Dog gets bath

3. Laundry (all sheets, bedding ect.)

4. Mail in all rebate forms and coupon contest stuff I had laying around

5. Go to Nordstroms for this FABULOUS purse this lady had yesterday. I asked her where she got it and she had just purchased it the night before.. its SO CUTE! And I deserve it so hopefully pictures to come! And no its not name brand or anything just super adorable!


I have been working like a DOG! So far since Monday 43 hours in 3 days... Working 2 jobs is fun. It keeps me busy and the extra money is not bad either..

For some reason it always seems just when you are getting a little bit ahead you get kicked back.

For instance, I started working 2 jobs. Then I got sick and guess what... Still sick. I have already been back to the dr and its still just bronchitis but that's of coarse costing me more money, so all the extra money I have made is paying Dr bills.... I am STILL after 3 weeks on steroids and antibiotics but I just want to be well again...

**sigh**

I hate being a grown up some times!

Wow! You do not look that sick!

Since being home I have been feeling a little under the weather... At first I chocked it up to allergies and treated accordingly.

Well 2 weeks later I was still was not getting any better (19 hour days were not helping either) and y'all know how much I HATE the DR?

Well I went.

Yep

Bronchitis and Pneumonia

Because when I get sick I like to over achieve!

(Getting breathing treatments at the Dr's.)

And then I go to the pharmacy and have the 4 prescriptions filled that I need. To the tune of $300. The pharmacist dumps out all 4 and says "Wow! You do not look that sick!"

$300. And I am trying to be optimistic about this. It would have been more expensive to end up in the hospital (which I was not too far away from because it felt like I was breathing through a straw)

And in 5 days I should be good to go....

And yes they checked me for swine flu... and no its not... lol

I am really an over achiever huh?

I may have been a little hysterical...

Have you ever had a moment in your life where you are part of something so horrible you try to block it from your mind?

For the last 5 hours I have not been able to get it out of my mind.

I drove to Colorado today to go shopping. Something I have done a million times before.

Shopping went well. I took Daisy with me so we could have some quality mom and dog time, she LOVES the car and I like her company.

We had a great day and headed home around 5pm. I called the hubby to let him know I was on my way.

About 20 miles home into the trip its dark the moon is HUGE and I notice that there are NO CARS on the other side of the highway. None. Not a single car. So strange because this is one of the busiest highways in Colorado.

Then I see the break lights, no problem we come around the bend and the night is illuminated buy flashing nights. Police cars go by us on the left side of the road.

I immediately feel sick. I hate accidents. I do not realize how bad an accident until my car is in park on the highway. About 20 minutes pass and we are directed off onto the shoulder onto another side street beside the highway to go pass.

I am praying out loud, for who ever was involved. For the first responders for the ambulance drivers that are the only vehicles on the opposite side of the road that are taking people to the hospital.

As we near the scene of the accident I am so close we can hear the firefighters yelling to each other.

I can hear metal on metal being torn apart by the jaws of life.

I drive through clothing, suitcases, paper filling the road.

I see the cars. About 5 that I can see. And the scene makes me sick. Cars upside down, laying on there sides.

A HUGE accident. A medivac helicopter flys very close over my head. The other side of the highway has 3 more helicopters parked on the highway.

I start to cry. Daisy licks my tears. I call the hubby in hysterics. I am so upset I get sick into a cup I had in the car.

I prayed all the way home.

I am still sick about it.

I reverted back to the days I was a 5 year old child!

I cried.

Like I sobbed.

I was so sick last night with a migraine that was SO bad. The poor dog licked my tears the hubby rubbed my head.

See 99.9% of the time they are TOTALLY controllable. Well to the sense I can take medication and be fine within the hour. (medication is in a needle form they are that bad)

Last night reminded me of how fragile I really am. I felt one coming on (always behind my left lobe) and I took a pill thinking "No big deal" then I started to barf. Yep barfing in the toilet while the hubby is in the shower. So gross!! I know he has seen be barf before but I was a little embarrassed about it.

Then the barfing would not stop so the tears started.

Having migraines sucks ASS!!!

But I am better today, thanks to barfing up yesterdays lunch and todays dinner....lol