When will I ever learn?

You NEVER go to the grocery store when you have PMS? Like EVER? Or when you have PMS and are stressed.... And never at 9pm at night because "I think I need a snack.. I am craving something sweet"...

The loot.


Pumpkin pie (A WHOLE ONE)

Whip Cream (for on top of the pumpkin pie. duh?)

Cheesecake (in case you change your mind about the pumpkin pie.. or you want both?)

Strawberries to have ON TOP of the cheesecake... with whip cream..

Last but not least 4 (FOUR) flavors of Ben & Jerry's.

Umm yeah? I already feel my ass getting bigger!! And I was doing so GOOD!! This just means 2 hours a day of cardio.. AND ITS GOING TO BE WORTH EVERY BITE!!

40 pounds in 8 weeks!!

A friend of mine did this AMAZING diet and she lost 35 pounds in 6 weeks. She paid over $5000 to get her paws on this diet, and support. (The initial consultation is $700)

And I am SO GRATEFUL she is sharing it with me!! Its no big deal really, nothing that I can not really do.

I am sitting here eating my last peanut butter and banana sandwich for the next 8 weeks. I am SO EXCITED ABOUT THIS DIET!!! She gave me everything I need, all the list of stuff to buy. All vegetables that are off limits I am starting tomorrow!!

So you will all being seeing all my grossness in the flesh!! Yep before and after pictures!!

I am on day 4 of the 7 day detox and all is well. I feel WAY better, and I am a lot cleaner.. ha ha.. at least my intestines and bowel are clean!! It was not as bad as I thought it would be. There was only one moment in 4 days that I was like "WHOA, I need a bathroom" But other than that pretty darn cool.

3 pounds in 4 days NOT BAD!! But its 3 pound of gunk.. ewww..

I need some help y'all!!

So once again I am going to try to lose some weight.

This time though failure is not an option.

So I am taking all suggestions. What works for you. What did not work. What was fun to try???

I am thinking this will be a 7 day a week mission. I need to lost AT LEAST 30 (my last 30 I am aiming for 40 but will go with 30)

SO umm yeah. **help**

I was thinking how about a weight loss challenge?? Anyone?

There should be a disclamer!!

DO not go into the grocery store when your hubby has just left for over a week.

Full week 1/2.

No weekends due to his cousins wedding and him visiting his mom and friends in California.

You will purchase:

*Kraft dinner (that your dog will not even touch)
*Ravioli
*Fries
*Gravy
*Ice cream
*Frozen Pizza
*Cookies
*Muffins

Yep I am in for the long haul. Maybe its also that I start my new job tomorrow and I am not sure how all that is going to go.

Don't get me wrong I am SUPER excited to start the new job, but more to wear all my shoes than to be working 9-5 again. Its a great position that I will probably do pretty good in, and going in knowing I will only be there for 6 months makes it way easier.

9-5 here I come!!